Sunday, January 4, 2015

#realshit

If you really knew me, you would know i laugh a lot! you would know that i have always been a class clown and a below average student.

You would know that my friends mean the world to me, and though i may never see some of them very much after high school or any of them ever for that matter, if i were to get a call ten years from now from any of them, saying that they needed help of any kind like getting bailed outta jail, need money, or to even just help move, I would travel half way around the world or spend my last dime to do so.

you would know that all my best friends are on missons and i feel stupid because i am not gonna go on one, so i feel like im not good enough to be friends with them anymore. you would know that i am pissed as hell cuz i just lost my last (best) friend, and by the time she gets back from where she is going, ill be long gone and wont be coming back anytime soon.

You would know that sour skittles are the shit.

you would know that i have a lot of regrets in my life!

You would know that i am not a native to utah (then again if you knew me at all, my personality kind of makes that easy to find out), and my methods of problem solving are a little unorthodox.

You would know that somedays i am the most predictable person ever and on other days you wont have a clue what i am about to do.

If you really knew me, you would know that i am PETRIFIED to be out on my own, You would know that i am so scared to think that i will be fending for myself soon and that i am doubtful if i will be able to survive in the real world. I am scared for college and scared to leave my friends for good.

And if you really knew me, you would know that i am also so UNBELIEVABLY EXCITED to be on my own with my own responsibilities.

you would know that i want to leave all of this life behind and start over completely. You would know that i am obsessed with california, so much that i am going to school out there. you would know that i am beach bum.

if you really knew me......... to be honest......... than you already know who i am haha. But just because it is in fact the assignment, my name is Caden Humphrey.

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